cravings.
We all have cravings, some for chocolate, and some for mushrooms. I also have these cravings. But, I get them for something else, I get cravings for live.
I crave love, I want to feel it, and experience it. I dont just want love between friends and family, I want love... with someone special.
It sounds really strange, but I can't help it. I came out of an experimental relationship about 2 months ago, and now, I find myself talking to people, trying to spark something. None of them want what I have, they're only interested in hook ups and flings. I want something more then that. I want to feel loved, I want to know that I've got someone who feels the same way as I do, who will tell me exactly how they feel about me, like I do.
When I tell someone I like them, I make sure to tell them how I feel about them, But all I get from them, is something like 'aw thanks, that's really sweet'. That's not what I want to hear.
I know I'm probably just rambling on, but I just needed to get this off my chest.
I crave love, I want to feel it, and experience it. I dont just want love between friends and family, I want love... with someone special.
It sounds really strange, but I can't help it. I came out of an experimental relationship about 2 months ago, and now, I find myself talking to people, trying to spark something. None of them want what I have, they're only interested in hook ups and flings. I want something more then that. I want to feel loved, I want to know that I've got someone who feels the same way as I do, who will tell me exactly how they feel about me, like I do.
When I tell someone I like them, I make sure to tell them how I feel about them, But all I get from them, is something like 'aw thanks, that's really sweet'. That's not what I want to hear.
I know I'm probably just rambling on, but I just needed to get this off my chest.
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